Things to entertain my brain
25 wks and counting. Can not wait to meet my son :) April 2nd can’t come soon enough! Ugh. Starting to feel huge :(

25 wks and counting. Can not wait to meet my son :) April 2nd can’t come soon enough! Ugh. Starting to feel huge :(

My first ultra sound :) 19wks and counting. Next Tuesday we find out if its a boy or a girl! I have never been so happy in my entire life then I was when I heard the heart beat for the first time. Can’t wait until next week!!!

My first ultra sound :) 19wks and counting. Next Tuesday we find out if its a boy or a girl! I have never been so happy in my entire life then I was when I heard the heart beat for the first time. Can’t wait until next week!!!

This is my hubby and I in a nutshell. Honestly, it’s the best answer I’ve seen for that question. For the first time in my life I see my phone light up and smile before I even know who it is.  I know that every time he says my name I feel like a queen all over again. I can not wait to get back to him this week. Separation sucks.

This is my hubby and I in a nutshell. Honestly, it’s the best answer I’ve seen for that question. For the first time in my life I see my phone light up and smile before I even know who it is. I know that every time he says my name I feel like a queen all over again. I can not wait to get back to him this week. Separation sucks.

Not relevant to my current life because my hubby is amazing, but I’ve been known to har this problem before and I just liked the picture :)

Not relevant to my current life because my hubby is amazing, but I’ve been known to har this problem before and I just liked the picture :)

The best part of any relationship in learning about the other person, an knowing they will accept anything about you….those who don’t will never last.

The best part of any relationship in learning about the other person, an knowing they will accept anything about you….those who don’t will never last.

I have learned so much from everyone in my past, and I’m hoping by remembering them all I can make my marriage a successful one :) this will never again have to be true :)

I have learned so much from everyone in my past, and I’m hoping by remembering them all I can make my marriage a successful one :) this will never again have to be true :)

I’m done living with the guilt you made me believe I deserved. And in 24 hours I will be done having to think about any of it anymore. New life has started :)

I’m done living with the guilt you made me believe I deserved. And in 24 hours I will be done having to think about any of it anymore. New life has started :)

hahaha I love this

hahaha I love this

Mm I know a few people who would love to read number one and someone who SHOULD read number 2 but probably won’t….

I can’t follow you anymore….

I didn’t see the posts from last night until now, and I just dont think I can keep following you. every other post seems to be an attack on me or how you feel because of me. I cant stop the emails or msgs left in the apartment, but I dont have to put them on my dashboard. I’m so tired of feeling guilty all of the time. Tired of beating myself up because of what you do at night, and I cant do it anymore. I just cant. So post your rants all you want, I wont be reading them. 

I know you’re giving up drinking b/c you think thats going to help, and I hope your right. But you know the awesome thing about tumblr? when you act like an asshole, you can delete it in the morning…..but no. You didnt. So I still got to read it, thanks for that. Good luck with sobriety.